HAPPY BIRTHDAY

haha.. 29.10.09
happy 16th bdae to seow king lim aka jing ling..alien
hope ur wishes came true...
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tis few day din update...
cause my comp rosak.. sian.. but don knw why sot sot de.. sometime can open sometime cant..
people will come fix 2moro i tink..
tis few days.. well.. same.. busy day..
wake up, skul, back, tui, comp, sleep..
everyday same schedule lo... as well as today too...
2moro no tui.. can free.. wakaka.. shuang..
ntg special happen la..
oh ya.. good luck for all form4 de.. gambateh ooo for ur exam..
haiz.. btw.ours is arriving soon man.... 2o+ days nia.. but frankly.. i din sense any nervous feel in myself man... haiz.. sian also.. i don knw when only i will got the mood to really study... is it the day b4 the exam... hope not.. i wan try to study.. i wan.. jia you man ler...
the day after 2moro.. haha. can drive liao... jia you ler... hope tt everything went smoothly...
b4 i end it.. i wanna thanks...
JUN SHIEN...
thanks for ur scandal or sliper.don knw called wat...
thanks.. i love it v much.. really.. somemore is green.. thanks ye..

Sunday, 25.10.09

haiz.. so fast sunday again.. again....
today morning went to a car teori course..
after tt i can start drive liao.. siok man.. i mean learn drive..
haha.. next sat i will start learn.. start my first time in my life to drive.. hope everything went smoothly pls.. and hope tt i can get my liscense in time also.. i really look forward to tt day man... i can do so much thing if i can drive.. i can fetch someone too.. wakakaz...
then after tt.. haiz.. facing the comp again.. sian lo.. my laziness again la.. sux.. sry someone.. promise to study but din... i will try harder 2moro.. mayb take a knife and ask myself study.. should be force.. hahahz.
tuesday. form 4 exam start liao.. war start.. well prepared ma..
must prepare food clothes cukup cukup to face the war le.. and won the victory man..
gambateh......... all the best also.. good luck......

HAte myself

really don knw why, wat i am tinking..
really don wish like tt..
i hate myself man...
i don knw wat i am tinking..
is so absent minded..
feel like so tired...
heart tired...
i don knw wat i can do also..
i wan to start study today..
but i cant... i cant concentrate...
watching tv, playing comp..
still the same.. absent minded..
i don wan like tis pls..
i don wan...
the tiredness is from the heart...
i don knw why,...
why why why..
pls.. i don wan...
i tried and tried to get myself concentrate to study...
but i cant..
i hav no more time..
i hav to study start from now..
but how...
how how how...
wasted one day again....
I HATE MYSELF being like tis...

23.10.09

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF

17 liao me.. wakaka..

You were born on Friday

Since you were born has passed 17 years.

Since you were born has passed 203 months.

Since you were born has passed 886 weeks.

Since you were born has passed 6,209 days.

Since you were born has passed 149,035 hours.

Since you were born has passed 8,942,119 minutes.

Since you were born has passed 536,527,152 seconds.
Funny Facts:

Your heart beat 715,190,694 times

Your hair grewn 254 cm.

You slept 49,672 hours

You ate 6,892 kg. of food

You drank 8,823 liters of liquid

You walked 36,012,200 steps, about 11,971 km.

You blinked 95,370,240 times

You farted 93,135 times, producing 279 liters of CO2 (carbon dioxide) and 217 liters of CH4 (methane).

You urinated 21,111 times, almost 9,003 liters.

tis is me.. wakaka...
well, today.. a happy day indeed...
went to skul for the anugerah and get some lousy cert..
then our tradition.. 268..
shit man.. kena thrice lo.. hahah..
so pain lo... blue black liao... anyway.. no choice.. who ask i study in sdj..
then after skul, as we planned... went to japanese buffet.. pic below.. act still got some.. but not with me..upload next time
after eat... haha.. ah teh drive me to cs.. thanks teacher...
went to watch movie..... watched inglorious basterd.. act quite sien la.. also don knw wat they talking bout.. haha.. ok la.. the story line quite good nia....
then at nite watch another movie.. law abiding citizen with skl and will.... first time watched two movie a day.....
really happy la..
next... wanted to thanks fu yi and jc first.. thanks for ur puzzle.. but i don knw when i only got time to do la.. but i will do de.. THANKS.
next... jw.. thanks ya.. i knw u don wan come out today.. sry la... don like tt la.. next time wont liao.. wont be bulb de la.. haha.. THANKS.
next.. wil and skl.. thanks v much nia.. haha.,. sry la.. my mood really don knw why la.. change like tt...... thanks for acc me for the movie last min.. love u all..muaksss...THANKS.
oh ya.. and wen kang for the cake too.. THANKS.
btw... bro, don forget wat u promise ho.. hehe.. thanks first...
thanks everyone who bless me too..
THANKS EVERYBODY^^
ok.. now talk b4 today...
act i don wan go out today liao de.... cause somthing happen.. some should knw.. but lastly still went out lo.. haha.. tis week i spend so so much lo.. 150 man....
tuesday, went cs 40 bye bye liao.. bought something and eat..
then bought a clock for someone.. wakaka.. tt clock de price. wow... hope it is useful for u.. don waste my effort le... others , don jealous la.. haha..
then today, buffet and movie..
150.. haiz.. bye bye lo...
nvm.. as i promise myself.. i not goin out to play liao.. expect.. skl celebration pa i tink.. i tink can save... pls.. everyone.. don ask me out also.. control me pls.... i wanna start study also.. i hav to...
yesternite.. someone came my house to do somethin.. haha.. someone should be extremely happy lo.. u knw i saying u la.. if u got come my blog lo.. comfirm u wont regret...sry ya, js.. if i no tell she wont knw ma.. haha.. later she so touch lo.. hehe..
below is ur dear doin ai xin choco de pic man... haha.. a young master doin just for u.. so sweet rite...somemore don knw who do the heart ho , do till damn sleepy and hand pain lo.. do till 2 plus.. haiz.. cause me hav to acc he.. morning still wake up and do .... finally finish.. haha.. keep wanna sleep but hav to finish it........just for u lo.. haha..enjoy ur dear pic below pa.. not much la..
oh ya.. sry.. i stupid.. the choco failed ....
back to wat i wanna tell lo.. i v sien lo.. someone ho, i help liao so much.. one thanks also no man.. now say too late liao.. cant turn back liao.....i still purposely call my sis to help u find refrigerator in the early morning.. haiz.. suan liao... although i help sincerely la.. but thank you also no...haizzz. AND... i still haven heard any happy bdae wish from u le..haizzzz.. suan liao...
AND.. yesterday we dy said wan watch the same movie together lo, but u dare told me u bought the ticket liao and just two only.. i totally sian liao lo.. wth man.. got her then forget ur buddy la.. ok.. tt's it.. i remember it....
haiz.. suan liao.. no nid say anything liao.. all is too late liao.....



THANKS EVERYONE FOR EVERY WISHES except u

27 days

so fast man...today finally get the timetable.. shit.. dying liao lo... haiz...
anyway.. i gonna start study....
hohoho... two more days, bdae man... shit.. sure kena 268 till very cham... watever la.. don knw is happy or sad.. sian...
nothin to say.. 2day.. haiz.... some may knw...
anyway.... i really will sad la.. but wat i wanna say still the same.. i not goin to giv up anyway till after tis year also.......
i felt myself so useless and hopeless...
i just wish to protect a person. love a person.. is it so hard??
i knw u did tt wanna make me giv up.... don wanna hurt me..but is dy hurt me..
frankly, i am realy tired.. people ask me to giv up.. proud of me... but i don wanna to giv up ..
really nothing can change my mind now... the first ever i so determined for something.... i knw cannot be force.. wat i wanna is just tt can touch her...
still the same.. nothing gonna change my love for you :)

Tiring and a day without smile

start frm yesterday.. hoho.. yesterday din even open my comp.. well.. morning went to skul and waatching their meeting.. gave them a lecture.. haha.. so shuang.. but i tink i said all tt nothing is wrong also.. anyway.. hope can see the change... frankly.. disappoinment is formed a little la...
then suddenly kelly call me... ask me.. ler, where u nw. cancome work.. i said. huh... i din prepare le.. no shirt le, wearing sliper le.. she said.. nvm , u come come.. haha..ok lo.. help lo..
then another call.. from her too.. ler ah, don tell anyone today got double pay le.. not even one.. i damn happy sia.. siok man.. double.. woahaha.. one hour 10 buck... then work three days including 2moro too.. nvm.. got money can dy.. i tink can get 200... haha. can cover to buy present... but. i really damn tired... really really... today woke up late and go late lo.. the world day i super sleepy.. no mood at all.. no mood to find sales also..then they say me somethin wrong to me today.. i din even hav a smile on my face today le... except reading some sms lo.. totally sian.. is bcoz of tired, not bcoz of having fight with my gf.. haiz... if i got chance i rather moodless bcoz fight with gf lo...... anyway.... just tired till moodless....
yesterday, went to education in aus fair.. as u all knew.. my dream was study in aus... and i tink my result also qualified too.. i will apply first... and i kept tinking the whole day yesterday.. don knw really wanna go there study or not..very fan... first.. tinking of the cost man... like really too over.. one year at least hav to prepare rm50000.. one year le... omg.. sure is a burden... but i now decided not to go.... but i still will apply and see how....... cause i tink financial is the biggest prob pa.. and.. everything here.. and something i pursuing now.. some should knw wat it is.. frankly, i willing to giv up to aus if i really hav the chance also... anyway... study here the same la.. cert also same.. i tink i just wanna to try the lifestyle in aus.. nvm... i had fix a target for myself.. i wanna step into aus b4 i 25 wih my own money....
so fast.. gonna start skul again... after next fri i really will start study liao.. cannot wait dy.. no more time for me.. i hav to strike for it also.. btw, good luck for all form 4 having the final exam soon also.. gambateh... tt all.. tiring day without any smile...

Small break

today din go skul.. break.. hehe..
wake up.. comp again lo... then watch drama.. then suddenly blank out.. sian..
go tui.. sian..
came back.. don knw why .. today i really blur..
reach home. open comp.. like many thing happen lo..
chatting with two friend.. act... i don really concentrate on wat we talking bout also..very blur..
but jealous on something liao. evil they two.. haiz..
then went out for dinner... haiz. finally i tink i knw why tos few day like tt..
i feel like i become dumber tis few days..
mayb is i play comp too much liao la.. i still remember donknw who told me play too much comp will become dumb de.. well. i tink i hav to cut down on using comp..
back to tt....
now. every min, every second, every moment.. i keep tinking of her man....
frankly, i really don like like tt le.. i dislike tt type of tinking act... is make me emo-ng and blur lo.. i found out just now when i waiting for food... when i turn , when ui eat, when i sms, when i bath, when infront comp, when watching drama all the moment.. will tink tao her..
i cant do anything. i don knw wat to do also.. sian.... i wan change.. not tt don wan tink.. but don wan all the moment can.. i scare i will tink too much.. i don wan.........
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well.. 2 someone de.. is urs sure is urs.. cant force also.. one fail not tt everytime will fail la.. gamabteh pa..
another.. wat is dream huh... dream not tt a thing tt u wan to pursue.. must pursue.. wan to hav it.. no matter how wan it also.. tt wan is called dream ma..
no matter wat obstacle u meet, wont giv up.. cause is dream.. is life..
people sai u.. is it so important... actually all is just see how u tink... they sai u. will u lose one flesh.. wont rite...tis world is full with people like tt.. tink tt they veyr geng and like to sai people who lousy... i am one of the kena sai.. xi kuan dy.....
mayb i cant understand wat u feel cause i din play so serious for bkb... but u said is ur hobby, ur dream, ur life.. since standard six.. ur life le.. i cant imagine tt just word from people mouth can break a person dream, a person life.......
although he sai u.. mayb he is not too emotional le.. seldom people will tink carefully b4 he talk de.. even u also... wat for u giv up for he.. u scare dai sai. then train not to.. u can do it ma.. when there is a will there is a way..
a team.. is always forever de.. less one also cant...unity is the most important in everything.. u had go through the road with them so long time.. u really wan to giv up meh.. u don tell me u don sad lo.. although u don, but they will.. u so wish to see people sad meh..... u wan to be happy so u must make people around u happy.. not tt u r force to make them happy.. but u make themm happy u will happy too. is such a perfect thing....
don make decision like tt.. must tink careful k.... i tink u knw last time i also got giv up feeling for pb.. u should knw.. but there will be something for u tink to stay also.. tink carefully pa.. they need u. as like u said. no one is perfect.. when there is a team , there will be perfect.. less u. they wont be perfect.. never ever.. so.. to make urself hapy, make them happy, make u all de dream to fight to top ... in next year xue lian come true k.. tink it carefully.. really.. u may regret for it de.. trust me.. jia you.........
haha.. few hours later go swim.. syok.. two years din swim le.. don knw still knw how to swim not.. hope can enjoy happily..yeah^^

Tued-say

well.. today.. went back early from skul again.. nothin to do.. laste three period est and bm..
congratulation to pmr candidate..finally suffering time over...... so shuang.... can holiday as u like liao.... enjoy pa...
we..still got 37 days only man... friends, 37 only le.... haizz.. everything still havven prepared.. no tt type of mood to prepare it.. haiz.. cham ah....
anyway.. start from next fri, i sure will start study...definitely will.. next fri i tink should be the last day i go out play pa.. hope so..
goin to holiday liao.. small break.. five day.. thurs fri sat sun mon.. hehe.. thurs is i holiday myself..
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just nw took the test on fb..
frankly.. i really love tt application..
one is in god we trust..
today words
If all you had to do was wish for something and you would have it, life would be... pretty boring, wouldn't it? God placed barriers between us and what we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers - our deepest fears. God wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go, and that's how we get out biggest rewards. What are you most afraid of? Say it, just start by saying it.
is always like talking in my life man.. i really don knw why like so chun.. so miracle lo.. mayb is coincidence or my xin li zhuo yong le... but is really solve my tinking in my mind lo...
wat i scare.... i scare to lose the people around me..
next.. i just try today.. small insprational quote
my quote today... LOVE DEEPLY
haiz.. why there got such chun de thing de.. love deeply.. i really did so le..anyway.. tis really giv me power to continue love it more more deeply.. more and more...
2day at skul... sai-ing one of my friend.. and i tertink wat i wanna say in my heart....
tt is..--
u r the oxy tt let me breathe.
u r the sunlight tt enlighten my life.
u r the colour who draw in my life and make it colourful..
u r the angel which keep staying by my side
u r the medicine tt help me keep away from sick..
u r the remedy tt chase my moody away.
hehe......... don angry ye, friend....
tt all.................

hate it

i felt regret once again..
i really hate being tired,, i don like tired...
when i tired i will tink a lots tt i don wan to tink for... i don wan to be moody..
i really regret for stepping out once again.....
i hate 29.08.09...
i really don knw why i wan to be such brave again... why why...
just now on the bus.. keep tinking back..haizzz....
i really miss tt type of feeling last time..
tt time..
after campfire.. still remember those caring advices and words.
tt time july .. gastrict.. wat the care..
tt time aug... guilty de thing, js and ade... watever words and help..
when tt time exam..hw worry is from the heart,....
mayb u all wont understand wat i saying bout..
but after tt date.. everything change.. really change... i hate tt changing...
is there any way to turn back b4 tt day.. so. i wont listen to wat people said and wat i did...
now seem like keep struggling in my heart...
wat can i do..
wat to do in order to be more brave..
can i??
i really don knw other than wait wat i can do...
forget... i tink tis time is totally hard....
cant be other way ma...
haiz.. tired..
i hate tired... anti tired...

Passed

just now went to take undang exam again...
thanks god... thanks everything.. i pass.. and i actually score full mark. no wrong.. damn happy le..b4 entering i am like damn nervous lo.. clicking those ans with hand shaking and cold...
anyway everything pass.. i really never regret to waste tt 60 ringgit to took 3 test...
not tt i can score high mark the third time but is i really learn a lesson from tt ...
tt lesson will never ever forget for my entire life and will keep reminding myself.. im sure for tt... from everything tt we face it we really can learn something...
later goin for movie celebrate ah hang bdae.. hope tt movie is nice pa..
recently someone seem like super fan.. haizz.z.. mayb forget everything is better pa.. start a new life.. start with a plain paper.. draw it, colour it, design it, shape it and make ur life beautifull.. jia you.. don forget i always by ur side... gambateh....
pmr candidates.. 48 hours more to struggle.. everything will be pass soon.. gamabateh

Friday again

one week goin to pass again..
sian...
become more busy liao..
also donknw myself busy wat...
like din do anything but time past liao but very tired..
don knw.. mayb is heart tired.. haiz..
fine. talk tt later..
well.. tis few day i did a stupid thing... something happen then i am like very kapo go kacau people.. talk many nan ting de thing.. but now tink back.. i felt guilty..
frankly. quite pity for his situation also..some may knw wat happen but some may not..
mayb if i am at his shoes i will did tt also.. but wat i tink i dy too over...
love a person doesnt mean tt wan her to be always happy ma.. see her happy we ourselve will be happy too.. one word from her one action from her will always affect us.. will make us happy or even emo.. one action from them may hurt us... even till tt type of cant cure..
why.. is it tt all gal is like tt.. why they just cant fulfil our desire so tt we can bring happiness for them..i knew tt love cannot be force... miracle..is it still there... creation miracle is alwys short..
our heart may be easily to fill up but why we cant fill their heart as well...
fate hav bring us together but destiny is playing us as well..
why a person want to be happy is so hard.. we may always act to be happy infront of people but our heart are always so sad.. frankly.. i not realy like to hide my feeling like wat other people did.. depress ourself is really kinda bad stuff.. friends around us.. wat are friends for.. is t o share everything.. u just don wanna to affect them when u are emo so u act happy.. but u will be burst a time..
now wherever i hav time or nothing to do.. my brain will auto tink till .......... keep tinking those bukan bukan and spoiling my mood actually... i don like people to act but i tink myself is acting dy lo..haiz... miserable.. but i will try to stop tink.. anything need time..
k.back to the topic.. sorry i must say again.. i reveal myself dy act i felt relax.. but hope tt u can understand too.. jia you.. love cannot be force..
welll. pmr dy pass three days.. so fast rite.. to us very fast.. but to candidates is really like few months. anyway.. time will past fast... left 3 to 4 papers only.. buck up... tis weekend refuel pa.. prepare for a better performance..gambateh....
2moro goin to skul for extra class. not 2moro..few hours later. our chemi teacher treat us quite good recently.. so.i decided to turn up later.. din ponteng liao.. can go play bkb as well.. became fatter and fatter recently.. i also don knw why.. i din eat much also.. haha.. mayb wrong way pa..
tt all.. gambateh everyone.. rest well eat well study well life well...^^

Scary

Today after skul, went cs and watch movie..
watched with form 6 and friends.
watched sorority row..
wow...
really shocked me.. i dislike scary movie man.. not tt i small gut.. but i just don like being scared..
tis is the first ever movie tt shocked me so much lo..
when came out from cinema.. hand and leg like freeze lo.. not too scare.. is just very cold la..
well.. took salary liao..
not much lo.. but achieve my target la..
515..
haiz.. need to pay out so much.. for trip for present for tis and tt..
no much leave i tink...
haha... anyone can sugesst wat to giv as present le. for guy.. not so expensive de la...
fan lo.. buy present also very fan.....
2moro holiday myself..
not important de sub ma.. so.. don wan go lo.. rest...
pmr candidates.. jia you oo.. the first day pass liao.. hope pass smoothly la..
2moro will be better.. don tink bout today de.. pass dy.. no use tink also..
gamabteh...

Dying

Today ponteng again.. haha..
last three period, est and mahai..
sian..then ran away lo.. went kerry eat..
haha.. ate stone grill.. damn funny lo.. the first time ever we laugh so loud coz of our funny cute pang........ damn cute la you... laugh non stop lo...
then went back home lo..
on the way home, received ben's message...
we kena liao.. hezrin and mahai record name..
tt time i very sleepy.. din care also .. nothing to care also...
well.. 2moro only see how lo.... no big deal also..
went tuition just now.. 3 hours for add math.. goin crazy liao lo..
saw all those stupid damn hard question.. wat wat triangle solution.,differentation, intergration bla bla...pening kepala betul...
well.. 40 days more only.. tahan pa...
2day at skul, first time i did my own work man.. chemi phys.. congratz me pa..
2moro wednesday liao.. pmr start liao..
quite envy them can start early and end early..
jia you pa.. gonna past very fast de.. don worry... just do the best..
all the best ooo.
65 days to retire liao..
can say bye bye to secondary skul life.. but not bye bye to all my friends and beloved teachers....
Gambateh pa everyone..
2moro will be better... i will pray for u all.. pass with flying colours..
btw.. not fair at all.. why form 4 them can off day 2moro we cant... haizzz.. stupid skul..

M-O-N-D-A-Y

Monday again..
today went skul also don knw wat to do de.. many teacher absent today..
anyway.. still got praba and johty la..
early finish skul..2..
then went back home and went tui lo..
sian ah...
stupid chemi.. now change time to wed liao...
haizz... usually monday i got two tui together..
then wed is off day..
but now. monday, tuesday, wednesday and thurs got tui liao....siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
anyway..66 days more only. haha.. then can retire from secondary skul..
well.. form 3 de..
36 hours more liao.........
stress is adding on u all liao..........
but wont die la..
nothing is impossible to say impossible de..
when there is a will, there is a way..
just prepare well... everything will be perfect..
don ever abuse urself to destress ho.. i tink u knw who i saying lo..
nothing to scare la whey..
just relax..
gambateh.. everyone.. trust urself can do it de.. jia you

Sunday

Rainy day
wake up in the morning
nothing to do watch my drama lo..
then noon..
no one wan go watch movie oo..
find my sis..
then we go watch where got ghost
haha.. finally watch it..
not really nice la..
some damn funny some damn scary lo..
but the ending quite touch lo..
and..
i swear i wont treat my parents like tt...
treat them good, serve them with watever i can are definitely wat i gonna do..
treat them go travel around the world is my dream..
i will sure realise my dream...
old folk house is not in my brain at all..
i will let them feel happiness...
nothing is more important than kinship, friendship, healthy and happiness...
wealth and power is just aside...
to me, our life is priceless.. is a gift from god...
cause.. we own kinship, friendship, healthy and happy memory...
tt is more than enough to me.. although i wish to be more rich.. so i can help people around me to be happy too... u happy, i happy.. tis is the most happiness to me..
so.. everyone who knw me.. please don unhappy..
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then just now went to will's church mooncake fest celebration...
well.. ok ok lo.. no comment..
why today wan to find jie mu for myself..
cause my parent go wedding dinner.. so.. don wan stay at home.. only went out lo..
sunday again..
2moro start skul liao..
and i gonna t start study liao..
no more excuse for myself...
next sun will take undang test once again.. is the last time also.. if not. mati la me...
over confidence... please bla..
everyone also.. pls always remind me not to be so confidence k.. tahnks..
i must throw away my over confidence liao..
with hardworking only i will success.. jia you, ler..
2 more days pmr liao...
friends.. don stress up k....
just relax.. everything will be fine..
is just few days to past it only.. time past fast de..
gambateh....
42 days to spm liao.. gambateh...
is the last lap for us liao..
Jia you everyone....

Mooncake festival

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL
Zhong qiu...
doesnt it should be tuan tuan yuan yuan ma..??
din feel any on me..
facing the comp for the whole day..
just one feel at me..
loneliness
i really don knw how to say..
tis few days..
don knw why suddenly felt tt i am very lonely..
friends..
suddenly like missing from me...
people around me are further apart from me..
all my life is just me alone..
which is so dull.
haizzzz..

Moodless

just now went to undang test...
haizzz.
i failed for twice man...
first time 40 second time 41..
one more q's to pass..
haizz..
damn moody now..
twice man
all is bcoz of my over confidence cause me like tt..
regretful
frankly, at first i din even tink tt i will fail..
i really quite confidence with the first time test..
i don knw where i wrong..
i studied.. not much also actually.
cause of tt confidence..
is really harm me..
haizzzz..
i really use wrong place for the confidence..
haiz..
wasted 60 buck..
is it worth to use tt 60 bucks to buy a lesson that i knew itt long time ago...
over confidence..
i knew it long time ago..
but always neglect it..
i regret ..
i must change..
must..
if not i will never success.
one more time.. if i failed again.. i died..
intend to take in the noon..
but when went there.. they said the computer rosak..
cant do.. hav to book again...
haizzzz...
i must really throw away tt confidence now...
no hardworking will never hav perfect result..
another thing tt make me heart break totally happened..
someone said somethign tt i really lagi no mood..
why..
why u changed..
is it really i move the wrong step out...
u said tt sentence is just like the arrow shoot into my heart lo...
i still remember jun time is not like tt ..
is totally different..
haiz.. sian..
mayb i cant hope for much...
no use i still struggling for tt...
now.. hav to book the date for the test again..
haizzz.. i must study harder liao.. must must..
get lost pls my confidence...
i tink should be a laughing thing tt i failed for twice.. haizzzz..

01.10.09

So fast thursday liao man..
today after skul.. 2.35 back.
reach home 3.05
then bath till 3.11
then go out again at 3.18..
damn tired and rush lo..
and..
it is so sian
when i reach..
then someone told me, today no tuition le.. next week got..
i totally sian lo..
rush like tt but wasted..
haizzzz..
every thursday the same schedule man..
still hav to tahan for 6 weeks...
no choice.. must go.. if not my bm result wont be an A1..
came back... nothing to do.. sit infront comp.. the sky became darker and darker showing is goin nite and a day is goin to past again..
Doesnt it feel sian.. everyday the same thing... life is really meaningless nia..
tis sat goin to undang test.. hope everything go smoothly so i no nid to go for the second test.. wish me luck pa.. and i really really gonna to study after tt test.. no more excuse for myself..
i wont waste my time again instead of slping in cls or chatting...
i will start do exercise.. my own de la.. not teacher de.. lucky beside me got a pro in some sub tt i weak at.. can ask...let work hard together pa..
time is passing fast.. no choice, if din start now, i cant imagine next year when i get my result how disappoint will i be.. but i knw tt disappointment wont be in my face..
have some confidence is a good thing but not too over.. tt i knw now..^^
6 days to PMR..
nearer and nearer man.. jia you..
46 days to Spm..
And for other students, final exam is comin also... gambateh ooo...
Everyone, BUCK UP PA