Cheong SM,wl. An True Friend

I am not saying other are not a true friend. Maybe among those friend, wl is more true pa.

I know him also not too long. But i found that he is just like "orang utan". Mean a very good guy with are going to extinct in this world just like "orang utan".

Maybe tis all are fate and destiny. Thanks for st john ex-senior to be kuai lan lo. If not he will also not join this good pb. Wl and me join at he same time. But i don know him tat time. He also not so pia that time. But when i form 4. He start to pia. Then we slowly know each other but still not like now. Last time they three "brother" chee long, he and skl join st john. But don know why all become "traitor" jkjk. I still remember at 2006. When we come back from genting trip, He don know why he so crazy throw his phone to the gate. What a stupid and crazy person. Throwing money to the floor. If i not mistaken is n-gage pa. Maybe he forget the crazy moment liao. Maybe is pan ni qi pa. But he now change a lot. I also don know when we become so sou. Maybe after the camp in melaka pa. He now really can say is my zi ji. No matter what thing i also can tell him without worrying that he will told others. Why cant there are more people like him? That why i seldom have stress or frustated. Sometimes tell out something in ur heart is better than u keep alone. The "trust" is very hard to find. Not all people can let you trust him. But i damn lucky i found. Thanks god for give an 'trust' friend. Hope our friendship can continue to our next birth.

Do u think of that question before?

Today morning, pendaftaran for spm. Teacher say if wan drop the subject must write surat to the crazy frog. But i think mostly he wont sign wan lo. Is drop subject not add subject. I feel like droping est and physic. Don know why, most of my friend say physic very easy but i feel very hard to absorb it le. Should i drop it? Est i sure wan to drop. 80% of the student want to drop lo. Hope the frog will sign my letter pa.
Khalifah ask us one question during sivik. What type of wife do you want in future?
This question i have no answer. But now finally i found mine answer. Follow my feel. I cannot hope to get any type of wife. Coz no people in this world are perfect. Just follow my feel. If really there is fate between my wife and me, we will willing to change for better for each other. And now if i think about my future wife's character, next time i will look at someone character first before knowing her. We cant hope a person to change for us but we can change ourselves for a person. Do you think this question before?
Haiz, few more hours need to kawad again. Sian....

WHY???

Today after school, hav to train demo team. Although those are jing ying zhong de jing ying. But don know y they still play play. Mayb coz dy xi kuan dy. Haiz.
Why i always be the bad person in pb?
Why cant i like kam, ben they all? Should i??
Why other cant?
Why must be me?
Why i cant stand they like tat?
Why yl don understand?
Why wan bu shuang?
U think i wan ah. I rather u all bu shuang than play play. Next week demo dy, still left how many hours only le. Bu shuang jiu bu shuang lo. But i really cant imagine u don understand. U know tat, ur stand for me quite important. Haiz, nothing to say. Hope he understand tat pa. Thanks HL. Lucky u understand.
Just now when seeing skl playing ball. Min jue sai he am gong. He sai back at least wan wan also better than u playing seriously. He straight away diam oh. So shuang. Haiz when only i can sai him like tat. But i think wont be tis day pa. He think he so geng like tat. Although he better than me la, but i don think tat he geng lo. Noob.

The Baddest Sukan For me

Today i wake up damn early. 5am while all my family still flow in the water, i wake up. Don know why, if the next day got a competiton i will never wake up late but will wake up earlier. But yesterday night, i did a most silly and stupid thing. I don know y half way sleeping, i thought my alarm ring liao, then i wake up go take bath. After coming out from toilet, then i go see wat time dy. Damn stupid lo me, only 12.45 le. Suck. Lucky i din wear all uniform first. If not really sakai. Then i went back to dream. My alarm is 5am but i awake at 4.45am. Haiz. No choice just wake up lo. Then i wait for driver. haha. Thanks damn much lo, wi lic for fetching me, if not i also don know how to go. Love u oh. only for today la. Then we reach there. Not the first oh but second. Lucky tat stadium good condition. When we marching also no rain, no sun. Damn nice lo. But i think around 12, the rain poom. Nothing can be continue. But lucky later rain become smaller. After all the acara, time for prize giving liao. The time when they goin to say the winner of kawad kaki, my heart hit fast. Then we get the second, Scout get the first. Sure very dissapointed lo. But i very happy rather than win. If win sure also happy but get the second i more happy. Mayb u think siao ah, but say frankly la, we tak layak to get first lo. For me, we always lose scout. a team with no discipline, how to train tao gou li. All ai mai ai mai. I don know who tai sai la. But our ahli really lan. Don wan to cooperate. But not all la. Mayb they saw tis they hate me, but y don u think urself. We layak to get first meh. I don wan alway am gong win tat lo. Don wan to scarifice. No use wan, hopeless. Y others can u cant. Why we wan to waste our time to do tis all. Always just know complaint complaint. But do u ask urself, Wat u do for pb? Can u scarifice more without complaining? Can u be more serious? But tis time lose, mayb we too over confidence. I most dissapoint of last year campfire. We din even won a prize. Two champion actually can say not pb won la. We alway too much confidence tat why will lose. Mayb tat be a lesson for us, but i cant see tat we change dy. Sian.

Ying Long, yl. You are not my friend anymore.

Yl. I know him since he form one. We go together the genting trip and share the same room. Our friendship fate start from here. In my memory, he is a very dan chun cute guy. Then when i form 3 we not everytime can meet only when pb meeting or training. I think i join pb got tat little little percentage influenced by him. Then he slightly change dy very slow. Become more kuai lan oh. But still quite dan chun. When he form 3, we more time together pa. Can go out more. See gals. We tat time still not so close. But i think end of 2008 our relation more... he really not lazy like me. He get a good result in pmr. Wa kao he so damn happy. But the stupid mahai lo, don know how to teach. If not he more happy oh. 02.01.09 i first time heard he sing. Nothing to comment. Still very hai siu. Tat day skl and he came my house to stay. He kena rape liao. Haiz the most unfortunely year for he. The first day of school, reccess time, play his favourite basketball. So pu xin, drop down when he jump to snatch the ball with a elephant/babun. Tat time i thought juz normal fall down. But when they tell tat his hand ee wei. I damn shock lo. Although i pb but sad to say i don know wad to do. Then wi lic call his dad. Then he went to chinese doctor. But at least i do somethin. I do a bandage on his hand. But i don know y suddenly my friend tell me he go operation. Lagi i cant contact he cause in coma after operate. But lastly at night i can call him liao.
Haiz the first day of school le, so ke lian. See him i still don know how to say lo. He finally discharge i think is three day after pa. Forget liao. Tat time everyday i got chat with him. I think is saturday night. He not longer my friend. Our relation from friendship become kinship. My first godbro in my life. Maybe tat night in my mind i think tat dy then i send "i so hope got a brother older or younger than me, i will sure very cherish tat. hope unfortunely no". I thought i goin to send "why don u be my godbro la" after he reply me. But i no need do tat. He reply me the first message "then i be ur grandbro la". I see liao i laugh tao. Then i send back "is godbro is it". So funny. The next week he came back to school. He totally change. Change to damn emo. He said he miss for one week de work and he need use left hand to write. So not use to it. I know he hav damn much stress. but he also got told me. Sure i will advice him a lot. U know. I first time saw his eye red le. I still remember tat day he ask me send a phone dictionary to him. Then i went to his class and i saw tat. Mayb he really scare cant catch up the study pa. But finally he change during chinese new year. I really happy to see tat. U know when u saw a very close person with u hav damn lot of problem like yl. Sometime i saw him i will be xin tong wan lo. But finally he change liao. Until now he really ok liao. But tis few day i feel tat his thai tu toward pb got little change. But mayb i think too much pa. But tis time i don know y cant chat with him so much. Don know y he will suddenly disappear in the sms world. Last time he even can help zero my stress but i think cant. He everytime two message then disappear. How i can talk so much to him. Am i very annoying?? Yl if u saw tis pic don angry le. Actually i steal tis pic from his phone. I don know y he don let me see those pic. He even throw my phone on the floor oh. But don angry le. I thanks god ci wo tis godbro.

Really a BAD day.

Today morning study as usual. Damn happy can go back early coz teacher got meeting.
I don know y i am so unlucky today. Just school finish. The rain started cats and dogs.
More sian is i still need to go cs to take the name tap. Also don know how to go. Rain damn big. Go with jc but only got one umbrella. Go here and there to learn but no. Lastly our kind photostat mak cik gave us one old umbrella. No choice had to use it. My shoes full with water, trousers wet. Damn frustated.
Wan to sit taxi go but no taxi number. Ask from friend dy. Call dy but 10 min liao. The taxi image still not seen. Call again, the stupid company oh say no cab oh. Ask me call other oh. Still wait for 15 min.
Haiz finally the cab came. Don know y the driver go to the convent road. Flood man. Sian. Haiz 20 min only reach my destination.
Cause me cant go tuition oh. Cause very irritating not bath. But i still go for Chemi tuition.
Don know y today wi lic think so much. Mayb sian until go think tat bukan bukan.
Came back from tuition. My dad start his machine gun. Just because of yesterday lo. Yl ah yl. Haiz. cause me no people fetch tomorrow liao. How? Haiz.
Tomorrow 24.02.09 school sukan. Our first competition tis year. Hope is victory. but i think is hard.

Another Wasted Sunday

Today, a silly function held at tiong hua building. I been force to go. Sian.
I ask my dad go to fetch my godbro coz he say he wan to walk to the building but is really damn far.
He really a stubborn cute boy. Don wan to appreciate my kindness but lastly he still accept it.
I thinl my dad is really frustated coz my godbro wait at a wrong place and coz my dad to wait. Lucky my dad din scold me. But anywhere i appreciate god gave me a bro.
Go listen many crap with my shouting stomach. But anywhere i earn a meal.
After the function, we decided go to watch movie.
Wa lao, my godbro cheat my kan qing oh, promise me to go but lastly din go.
But i din blame him at all. Coz being a fifial son is not wrong. But 'if' he zhong se qin 'brother' i will definetely....
Anywhere i enjoy a silly and funny show 'Pink Panther 2'. But tis show still lose to 'Mr Bean's Holiday'. Tat show i still remember i watch it at 2007 in the morning at the day when dj scout organize night journey.
Tat show is really the best i watch for english comedy movie. But this pink panther also quite nice. Very stupid and silly show.
After come out from the cinema, it raining. Sian.
Now i still headache wad to buy as a present for my new friend. His birthday is next week.
Haiz po kai again. But i still no idea. Who can help me????
Today i wake pass tat AS Land again. I saw her. But i still no gut to step infront.
Haiz.. Mayb my fate with her goin finish pa. Tis all destiny. Mayb i need to face reality pa.
But i still wish to go find her. I will try to find my gut pa.

A lonely and boring day

Today 21 Feb, nothing to do. Bored.
Stay in the room for the whole day. Watching my drama, zhu guang bao qi.
Wad a good, nice and interesting drama tat teach me a lot.
Rich people, poor people tat want to be rich, materialistic, romance, good parents, destiny, fate, telergy and kinship.
Tis i think is the second best of the cantonese drama tat i watch. The best is sure tang xin fong pao.
Tat drama is really made me cry. So touching.
Sometime i feel like i am the character inside the drama.
Today i watch zhu guang bao qi and i decide to take out my gut go find her.
I will step out the second step. Can i success? Hope so...
Fate had bring us together. She is the only one in my 16 years tat i will also think bout her.
Destiny is playing us. Why always got people disturb when she thinking bout she and me? Why the idiot came out?
Anywhere i wont force tat cause loving a person not must be together. Blessing them is also a type of LOVE. But i will still step out the second step. Wish myself success.....

The Busiest Year, 2009 & The Luckiest Month, Jan & Feb

BSMM, competition, school, camp, homework, tuition and the suck SPM.
All made me stress, tired and frustated.
Next tuesday, first competton for this year. Wad is the result? Victory or fail ?
4.4.09- Competiton date organize by dj pb. Will the result be good or...?
I felt i am so damn lucky for jan and feb.
I got a godbro and lastly i found tat having a brother is so good.
I also found a very very good friend but not best but mayb for temporary. He help me to zero my stress. I am so lucky to have tis freind or mayb is zi ji pa.
2 more new frenz tat just join pb. I don even talk to them tis past 3 years but finally...
Teacher in school for tis year also mostly very pro except for the mahari. Already 3 years i have to fall into her hand, made my result drop badly.
However mayb tis is fate. The fate for me to dislike tis "mahai".
Bos, my add math teacher, good, pro, exprience, 57 years old, 30 plus years experience. So lucky i got tis teacher. But cik yeo also not bad.
Praba, also quite good but kuai lan. But at least my account also good coz of his kuai lan.
Hope to be more lucky in mac, apr, may, jun, jul, aug, sept, oct, nov and dec.

FIRST DAY IN MY BLOG

nothing much to write but i feel writing about her
Already 85 days she din reply me start from tat dooms day.
Although i quite miss her even tat i walk pass her shop i can remember tat scene until when i close my eye at night .The scene will automatically fall in my mind.
But i don dare to look for her asking y din reply my message.
A lonely valentine pass 5 day dy.
I told myself the next valentine can it be a blessful day for me.
Now, i decided to go find her.
But i still have no time to go.
Mayb don say no time, i think is no gut.
Sometime my frenz told about their story, i can tell them to step out the first step coz will be regret if u miss tat chance. But i don know y i cant step out.
yyyy.haiz