Small break

today din go skul.. break.. hehe..
wake up.. comp again lo... then watch drama.. then suddenly blank out.. sian..
go tui.. sian..
came back.. don knw why .. today i really blur..
reach home. open comp.. like many thing happen lo..
chatting with two friend.. act... i don really concentrate on wat we talking bout also..very blur..
but jealous on something liao. evil they two.. haiz..
then went out for dinner... haiz. finally i tink i knw why tos few day like tt..
i feel like i become dumber tis few days..
mayb is i play comp too much liao la.. i still remember donknw who told me play too much comp will become dumb de.. well. i tink i hav to cut down on using comp..
back to tt....
now. every min, every second, every moment.. i keep tinking of her man....
frankly, i really don like like tt le.. i dislike tt type of tinking act... is make me emo-ng and blur lo.. i found out just now when i waiting for food... when i turn , when ui eat, when i sms, when i bath, when infront comp, when watching drama all the moment.. will tink tao her..
i cant do anything. i don knw wat to do also.. sian.... i wan change.. not tt don wan tink.. but don wan all the moment can.. i scare i will tink too much.. i don wan.........
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well.. 2 someone de.. is urs sure is urs.. cant force also.. one fail not tt everytime will fail la.. gamabteh pa..
another.. wat is dream huh... dream not tt a thing tt u wan to pursue.. must pursue.. wan to hav it.. no matter how wan it also.. tt wan is called dream ma..
no matter wat obstacle u meet, wont giv up.. cause is dream.. is life..
people sai u.. is it so important... actually all is just see how u tink... they sai u. will u lose one flesh.. wont rite...tis world is full with people like tt.. tink tt they veyr geng and like to sai people who lousy... i am one of the kena sai.. xi kuan dy.....
mayb i cant understand wat u feel cause i din play so serious for bkb... but u said is ur hobby, ur dream, ur life.. since standard six.. ur life le.. i cant imagine tt just word from people mouth can break a person dream, a person life.......
although he sai u.. mayb he is not too emotional le.. seldom people will tink carefully b4 he talk de.. even u also... wat for u giv up for he.. u scare dai sai. then train not to.. u can do it ma.. when there is a will there is a way..
a team.. is always forever de.. less one also cant...unity is the most important in everything.. u had go through the road with them so long time.. u really wan to giv up meh.. u don tell me u don sad lo.. although u don, but they will.. u so wish to see people sad meh..... u wan to be happy so u must make people around u happy.. not tt u r force to make them happy.. but u make themm happy u will happy too. is such a perfect thing....
don make decision like tt.. must tink careful k.... i tink u knw last time i also got giv up feeling for pb.. u should knw.. but there will be something for u tink to stay also.. tink carefully pa.. they need u. as like u said. no one is perfect.. when there is a team , there will be perfect.. less u. they wont be perfect.. never ever.. so.. to make urself hapy, make them happy, make u all de dream to fight to top ... in next year xue lian come true k.. tink it carefully.. really.. u may regret for it de.. trust me.. jia you.........
haha.. few hours later go swim.. syok.. two years din swim le.. don knw still knw how to swim not.. hope can enjoy happily..yeah^^