hate it

i felt regret once again..
i really hate being tired,, i don like tired...
when i tired i will tink a lots tt i don wan to tink for... i don wan to be moody..
i really regret for stepping out once again.....
i hate 29.08.09...
i really don knw why i wan to be such brave again... why why...
just now on the bus.. keep tinking back..haizzz....
i really miss tt type of feeling last time..
tt time..
after campfire.. still remember those caring advices and words.
tt time july .. gastrict.. wat the care..
tt time aug... guilty de thing, js and ade... watever words and help..
when tt time exam..hw worry is from the heart,....
mayb u all wont understand wat i saying bout..
but after tt date.. everything change.. really change... i hate tt changing...
is there any way to turn back b4 tt day.. so. i wont listen to wat people said and wat i did...
now seem like keep struggling in my heart...
wat can i do..
wat to do in order to be more brave..
can i??
i really don knw other than wait wat i can do...
forget... i tink tis time is totally hard....
cant be other way ma...
haiz.. tired..
i hate tired... anti tired...