Tiring and a day without smile

start frm yesterday.. hoho.. yesterday din even open my comp.. well.. morning went to skul and waatching their meeting.. gave them a lecture.. haha.. so shuang.. but i tink i said all tt nothing is wrong also.. anyway.. hope can see the change... frankly.. disappoinment is formed a little la...
then suddenly kelly call me... ask me.. ler, where u nw. cancome work.. i said. huh... i din prepare le.. no shirt le, wearing sliper le.. she said.. nvm , u come come.. haha..ok lo.. help lo..
then another call.. from her too.. ler ah, don tell anyone today got double pay le.. not even one.. i damn happy sia.. siok man.. double.. woahaha.. one hour 10 buck... then work three days including 2moro too.. nvm.. got money can dy.. i tink can get 200... haha. can cover to buy present... but. i really damn tired... really really... today woke up late and go late lo.. the world day i super sleepy.. no mood at all.. no mood to find sales also..then they say me somethin wrong to me today.. i din even hav a smile on my face today le... except reading some sms lo.. totally sian.. is bcoz of tired, not bcoz of having fight with my gf.. haiz... if i got chance i rather moodless bcoz fight with gf lo...... anyway.... just tired till moodless....
yesterday, went to education in aus fair.. as u all knew.. my dream was study in aus... and i tink my result also qualified too.. i will apply first... and i kept tinking the whole day yesterday.. don knw really wanna go there study or not..very fan... first.. tinking of the cost man... like really too over.. one year at least hav to prepare rm50000.. one year le... omg.. sure is a burden... but i now decided not to go.... but i still will apply and see how....... cause i tink financial is the biggest prob pa.. and.. everything here.. and something i pursuing now.. some should knw wat it is.. frankly, i willing to giv up to aus if i really hav the chance also... anyway... study here the same la.. cert also same.. i tink i just wanna to try the lifestyle in aus.. nvm... i had fix a target for myself.. i wanna step into aus b4 i 25 wih my own money....
so fast.. gonna start skul again... after next fri i really will start study liao.. cannot wait dy.. no more time for me.. i hav to strike for it also.. btw, good luck for all form 4 having the final exam soon also.. gambateh... tt all.. tiring day without any smile...