Thursday, December 31, 2009

Last

tis should be my last post tis year..
later goin to genting.. and when back goin ns dy...
tt means i not goin be here for three months.. haiz..
sien ah.. three months man..
but anyway.. no choice..
everyone jia you pa.. must take care oo..
must miss me too..haha..while i will miss u all too..
jia you jia you everyone.. must study, work and everything..
gambateh...miss u all^^

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Late post

haha... so long din update..
cause of the trip.. 7 days trip..
18 to 24..
yesterday went to sg..
came back so tired ..din update also..
now is the time lo..
well.. for the trip..
don knw how to say..
don knw should say happy or sad actually..
i knw tis trip not tt fun.. for some. will tink super bored and waste money..
sorry la.. i knw u all steady...
many many things happen on tis trip..
happy sad..
don knw wat to say...
seem like i am the starter like tt..
is me invite them to join ma..
some also is cause of me..
anyway.. i really don knw how to say..
how to explain..
hope everything can pass..
we still are buddy friend ........
went to penang kl port dickson..
spend around 5oo++ pa..
bought not much thing..
all use to play..
like so damn high when playing..
but everytime when playing is got sad thing happen..
vent out everything on playing..
especially at times square..
i really hav a high high time there..
so shuang..
shout everything out..
play everything..
shout shout shout..
till the mood ok a bit..
at port dickson de banana boat.. also the same..
although really exp le..
30..cause soem din pay me.. but.. i really shout out man..
when the moment fall into the sea is like.. undescribable de feel...
like hope everything can start from the beginning... some knw why la..
anyway.. everything is passed... talk back also no use.. make unhappy only..
just thanks everyone for being so steady lo..
hehe..thanks bro also.. for acc me when those time ya..
ho.. our last trip.. last gathering.. last last last..
finish like tis..
quite sad actually..
don knw when only can meet and gather like tis again.
btw.. for those pmr candidates.. result is out..
some get good result some not..
don sad bcoz of cant get good result..
tis just a small exam..
not so important...
the comin spm is only big challenge for u all...
work hard for tt is wat u need to do now..
i mean after holiday la..
now is enjoy time..
wahaha..
later goin out with my bro them.. for movie..
2moro surely out again de la..
2 jan goin for ns liao..
hav to play as much as i can now.. wahaha..
3 months cant meet..
don knw how much miss will i hav lo..
haha.. new year mostly i celebrate at genting..
how wish u can go...but v hard la..
don tink liao..
tt all la..
enjoy the last few days of holidays happily pa everyone

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

4 days more

haha.. today wake up quite early lo.. don knw why.. yesternite sleep around 3.. sien.. then stay at home doin my stuff.. then went out to buy thign and plan for the trip.. haiz.. tt all.. one day pass again..
anyway.. 2moro goin to stay at home.. thurs will be busy day.. full of activity..
actually nothing much to write..
cause..just happy tis few days.. don knw why.. mayb someone is around me.. haha..
btw.. oh ya.. bro ah.. don tink so much liao ho.. don compare urself with others.. no one hav no weaknesses de.. everyone got.,. no one is perfect.. same as u too.. but i sure u hav more goodness than weaknesses la.. don wan write hear. later all jealous on u. haha.. don tink so much.. enjoy ur trip.. jia you pa..
everything like goin smoothly.. so good.. continue it on.. yeah yeah..
4 more days will leave jb.. wakaka...

Monday, December 14, 2009

Your heart MY heart

well.. few days din update liao..
a lot of thing gua..
working day.. pass dy.. well. earn some money.. but wanna buy something for someone using tis salary de.. haha.. i din forget it..
wahaha.. two days ago.. i finally pick up and decided on something.. which is the best for both.. some knw wat i mean lo.. wahaha.. cant deny.. i am happier after tt... not a wrong decision la.. and my determination is increases again and again lo..
well.. today.. went to loud speaker at sutera mall. is so cheap.. 6 per person.. one drink.. 3 hours.. cheap cheap.. but the pa system not tt good lo.. acceptable also la..
today spm is officially finish.. bc finish.. wahhaha.. bye bye secondary skul.. burn all the book liao... went out the whole day..
2moro goin out also.. to settle some stuff for the trip..
wed.can rest.. cancel my plan liao.. thurs goin out again.. fri trip liao. siok sia.. can play, meet each other and more la.. too much. don knw how to express..
now hav to rush with my project liao.. so sux, just now went to buy the thing but it is finish.. no more.. wat i wan.. haiz.. hav to change other liao.. hope wont affect the result pa..
ho.tt all pa.. countdown for the trip..
oh ya..
and..
HAPI BDAE TO
GRACE & XINLI
haha..

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Second day

well.. today working life start... no other word.. tired..
stand for so long.. tired betul..very sleepy also...
after tt went for steamboat just now.. ok.. nice... enjoying.. pity de ice-cream.. kept on let us sai into our stomach.. poor thing..
i got my liscense today in the morning liao..
just now i drove back.. my dad beside.. haiz.. sian.. performance is too bad..
no car use on monday liao..
anyway... as my friend said.. they need time to hav confidence on me too.. i need time too.. i really useless and hopeless .. so dumb,.. really hav to learn somemore.. ok.. i wont be so impatient anymore.. i will wait.. wait till they hav confidence on me and i really can let them don worry.. i hav to.. be patient please ler.. your road is still long way.. patient.. patient...
ok.. no more...

don knw why today again.. don knw wat i am tinking again..
the whole day keep listening to all those thing..
haiz.. i really don knw wat to ans le..
kena scold terrible..
haiz.. cant i do so much meh.. is it a waste..
wat u all said is true meh.. idk..
but i still believe myself..
nothing to say.. nothing to ans.. u wont knw wat i feel, wat i tink..
no reason for doing all tis actually..
but i don knw am i wrong..
i really don knw wat to do..
seeing someone suffering but i cant do anything..
mayb just a little step out from me may change everything..
u tink i don wan.. but i hav to wait.. time .. i need time..
i am really useless..
make people suffering..
just can say. sorry..
but i knw one sorry cant do anything..
all is my fault..
arhhhhhhhhh...
yet i am tired.. tink a lot again..
but don knw wat i am tinking..
please la.. i don wan people keep saying me.. i hav to wake myself up..
if not my ear and heart and mouth don knw will do wat tink wat again..
haiz.. sorry once again for being so terrible.. anyway.. lets god decide wat god wan me to do. wan do to me..
i hav no choice but to accept it..
..
2moro gonna wake up super early to go do passport. if not no time liao..
6.30... super early can...
take care pa everyone

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Freedom

wahaha.. first day of retired..
yesternite sleep around 3 but tis morning 9 plus up dy.. sian lo.. auto up de.. so sleepy but cant sleep back...
bo bian.. then afternoon go red box..
we sang 1 till 5 plus le..hehe..
then went to cs..
and i decided to go work suddenly..
and i gonna start work 2moro..
work till sun only..
then enjoy..
wakaka..
2moro go steamboat gathering at nite also.. so shuang..
well.. tis few days keep tinking on something..
today tink tao
unusual feeling tt i wish not to hav it..
haiz.. watever... tonite hav to sleep super early..
if not tired people will tink a lot..
i don wan ...
gambateh pa..
enjoy working life once again.... hehe

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Over

today chemistry.. is the heardest paper in tis year spm for me..
don wan say liao..
anyway..
IT"S OVER...
over over overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
is over..
everything over..
finish...
just very happy and relax..
5 years of secondary skul life had come to an end just now...
finish.. no more..
don knw wat to say..
sad or happy.. also got lo..
end here mean start for another life other place..
goin to step out outside world..
outside world is so so so big..
where and until where i can walk..
who will be by my side walk with me..
i knw.
i can walk as far as possible to the dream i wished..
many will be around me.. tt wan i knw for sure..
haha.. no matter how..
is considered a new life for me now..
now is the time for me to relax wat i hav work hard for 5 years..
haha.. work hard.. Am I???
hehe.. anyway.. consider pa..
next year mac will come with a result with my hardship..
but don wan tink now la.. everything will come later..
haha..
now my schedule is almost full full man..
next week go trip liao..
so shuang.. wahahahaha..
planned for more than half year.. now is the time to enjoy..
hav fun and crzy time with friend mayb for the last time...
surely will hav a lot of fun and memory de...
so hope tt day come faster..
but hope time go slower during the trip ye.. hehe..
seem like i am greedy.. time.. if we can control it,, is so nice.. but too bad.. we cant..
so everyone for the trip's participant.. lets look forward for tt day pa... and hope and wish i can success with something.. muahahaha..

Monday, December 7, 2009

Happy

wahahaha.. damn happy .. really...
just took car exam just now in the morning..
omg.. just now de feeling.. one word.. scare..
really damn scare... damn nervous..
until my leg kept trembling...
haiz...
did the test with all scare in my mind for the whole test man..
leg keep cant stop shaking..
anyway...
I PASS..
i pass dy...
first ./. really hav to thanks tt pengawas i tink..
cause mayb i really cant pass de..
but she gav me pass..
so scare at first..
my friend said woman de all lc de... purosely giv fail..
i saw my pengawas was a woman.. omg.. i tinking of.. die liao la tis time..
btw.. i told myself.. since knw she lc.. then i hav to do more better.. let her no excuse to fail me..
but.. haizz...
i did many mistake also..
lucky no accident..
she tekan the brake for me..
if not accident liao.. haha.. mati kereta for twice man..
haiz.. first time did those mistake at those place lo..
anyway.. everything pass.. the truth is i pass dy.. i get my liscense dy..
i can drive dy..i am the driver now.. wahahahaha...
hope my P faster come out.. tehn can drive faster .. hopefully..
shuang ah.. the feeling.. cant describe.. thanks god.. i will not break my promise to u..
well.. 2moro last day of exam liao.. feel like happy thing comin and comin..
today i pass.. 2moro last day exam... wednesday start to hapy liao.. go red box.. wahaha.. continue on.. hope really will be happy la.. till always..
24..
gamabteh for last paper 2moro everyone for those who din take bc.. jia you pa

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Don knw wat Sunday is tis

SUnday again..
hohoh.. today the whole day busy with my stuff...
well.. 2moro monday.. 7.12.09.. my car exam date...
omg.. start to fear now frankly.. i scare i really cant pass... haiz... no confidence at all actually...
hope i hav good luck from god 2moro pa.. gambateh..
tuesday last paper.. chemistry... haha.. din study at all also..
watever la.. don care also...
after tt.. busy time goin to start also..
tis and tt... many thing.. but all is enjoyable and happy thg la..
no more book.. no more wat chemi, phy all those suck...
gonna be a long long holiday.. wahaha...
don envy... sure there are bad and good..
anyway...carry on with the road only i can do pa..
haiz.. don knw why.. suddenly felt no confidence in everything...
i scare... don knw scare wat...
watever la.. don wan tink liao..
hope everything really can went smoothly..
jia you pa..

Friday, December 4, 2009

I love tis.. exactly.. i knw wat to do liao

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Thursday, December 3, 2009

Physics

well.. is end.. end .. end...
finish dy ... shuang ...
don wan say bout the paper dy...
is end liao..
left chemi.. then absolutely end..
relax more.. realy relax...
stay at home,.. start woth my work..
2moro sat mon still got tui...
well.. i don knw how to describe wat i tinking..
i just can say..
first time i knw how is the real smile.. the true smile from the heart...
i experience it today.. cant tell the reason..
but.. hehe.. like a crazy people..
keep smiling..
facing comp, facing the mirror and smile
the smile is come from heart..
hehe... tt all..
another i wanna say is..
mayb everything is always not late..
even u regret now also not late..
time is always there for us to turn back to good thing...
is just depends on u wan or don wan...
since regret once.. don make another regret in our life...
grab the time now b4 lose it.. in case regret once again.
jia you pa everyone..

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

ACCOUNT

omg.. is really hard and easy..
paper 1.. no other word.. easy.. the easiest i did ever,,
paper 2.. not hard but tricky.. never seen some question like tis b4.. really tricky lo.. anywy.. past dy.,. don wan mention liao.. sian
to me... IT's HOLIDAY..
my holiday is start..
chemi, phy.. don care anymore.. don intend to study also..
just depend on tuition.. watever la... don care liao..
is relax time..
2moro actuaLLy is car exam.. but just now they call me say cant.. caus emy L-liscense still haven time.. sien lo.. haiz.. tot if pass can drive to skul liao. but too bad.. hav to wait next week
bo bian lo.. just can wait..
holiday also showing my busy time is arrive...
hav to do many thing..
cant say.. secret..
well.. nothing more.....
bai bai..