Tired Tuesday

Today, wake up late again.. haiz...
my alarm sot liao..
damn tired lo..
at cls, sleep two period in chemi class..
surprising tt khadifah din scold me man.. din wke me up also....
as usual, class till 2.40.. nothing special..
came back.. 5 plus, take a nap.
damn long din sleep in the noon liao.. lucky today no tuition..
sleep tao very shuang......
just now tang xin fong pao last episode..
haha.. although i watched twice dy, but still found it super nice lo...
make me tink back last time de feel and wat i told myself last time....
the last scene is chang zai xin accept Mr ok lastly and the love between chang zai xin and alfred... touch sia....
...................
oh ya..
today at skul, heard they said King of Dragon injured...
quite serious also...
very disgusting lo, the blood.. although i din saw, but they express till.. eeeeeeeeeeee.
anyway........ hope he will get well soon...
Jia you...
...................
8 days to PMR..
good luck friends..
don stress ok.......
stress will lead to sick de..
if get sick, then lagi wont do well in exam..
so, just relax and study smart....
Gambateh..
48 days to SPM..
well, i told myself i wan study after holiday, bt till now i din even touch a book la..
haizzzzzz..
don knw when i will only study lo..
hehe..
Jia you everyone...
.................
just now took a test..
how tired is ur heart??
77 % tired...
some test is really very true lo..
mayb i really too tired in my heart dy..
so, now, don wanna to tink anything...
don worry.. i not moody.. so, don ask me liao

Additional

WELL.
i just took some test on facebook..
1.. wat my bdae say bout me
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats frien...ds importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
..........
quite true lo..
love to chat.. exactly..
loves those who love me.. ya
lies but doesnt pretend.. mayb sometime only lo.
get angry often.. mayb.. but always kidding..unless something i really hate
treat frenz most important.. exactly absolutely
easily hurt but recover fast.. ya.. recover fast is good thing wat..
down there.. half rite lo..
.............
2.Is 2009 is my lucky year..
ans: Best luck..
you have the best luck ever because you will meet some one you like also july will be your best mouth this year
..................................
really my best luck year meh.. is true meet someone i like.. got two somemore lo.. but i can comfirm now my heart only enough for her^^... july... mayb.. i lost something but i get something back.. but can it be december^^
..............
3.Wat colour is your heart?
YELLOW...
oh.. a good colour lo..
You are very funny and always happy. You can always make your friends smile and you have a good sense of humor.
........... ya.. is totally true...
but i like yellow heart....
feel like more warming.....
yellow....
just like sunlight tt can zhao liang people life..........
make people around me happy...
indeed a good thing.....

Statisfied

Today get back all paper man...
hohohoho..
act quite statisfied la
5A1 2A2 1B3 1C6
juat physics and sej dai sai..
but act physics haven get back.. teacher just tell me i get 65...2moro will knw is true or not la..
sej... 54 lo.. said b4 liao..
moral...84..the highest in the skul..haha
bm...87.. damn happy whey.. i am the highest man.. haha.. thanks datuk mahai lo..
acc..86... oh.. i damn scare at first le.. prabha is really damn pro lo.. knw my weakness... he said i drop a lot man..b4 tis, my result would always maintaning at the first two.. but now, i had let many people chase me liao.. snatch my place.. he said till damn serious lo.. he knw i too over confidence.. i wont deny.. i tink is true.. BUT.. i will take tis as lesson.. no more over confidence on me liao.. i damn scare i will get a2 le.. at first, i totally sian and feel like crying lo... thanks god, i get back my paper, i totally relax liao.. lucky din drop too much...
add math... 80.. gam gam a1.. thanks boss i tink.. tis time got little disappoint on my paper 1.. get quite low.. 61.. paper two 81.. i will work harder..
math.. haha..96.. highest in class.. 98 is the highest next cls.. well.. careless mistake some...
chemi.. well.. gam gam ho.. 71.. ok dy la.... but many i shouldnt wrong de.. anyway.. will work harder..
bi. haiz.. 72.. quite disappoint also.. act i not so good on my essay..... i got idea.. but my whole paper will always be red... grammar mistake is the causes lo... i must improve.. i need to learn sample essay from teacher liao...
well.. tis is my result tis trial...
mayb i can use tis to appy some colleges and scholarship.. can someone suggest me where to apply.. i wan study business admin.. suggest me where better..
49 days to my SPM whey..
is closer.. from early of the year... time past damn fast lo
frankly.. got little scare la.. but i will do my best....
9 days to PMR.. gambateh for form 3 student.. jia you......all the best ... straight a's is coming ...

Change for better

ya, tis few days keep tinking of a prob..
as i said, tired people will tink more..
haiz.. is so bad to be a tired person man..
always there are sad thing happen.
well
not goin to pursue anything
let it go natural is better
wont be so fan and stress or wat la
at least everyone will be happy
......................................
my working life end yesterday..
i tink tis year wont be goin back work liao..
tis time.. i earn 500++.. considered much liao la ho.. 9 days..500++..my goal achieved lo
tiring lifestyle also... next year continue..
....................................
2day
go for undang class..
damn sian and sleepy lo
i slept in the class
haha
something happen and a stupid sakai sohai guy did a stupid sakai thing to me..
really sohai betul..
come la.. u tink i scare meh...
well.. next week go for test..
after test go to learn
look like very hard to drive le..
scare nia
haha
i will try to pass faster and drive people out..especially someone lo
good luck for me pa..
.................................
so fast skul starting 2moro..
sian lo
exam paper comin back
mati la
sure mati
anyway.. jia you pa..
good luck for form 3 de..
pmr is just around liao..
just 10 plus days leave
gambateh
all the best ooooooooo
don too stress up
just treat as a normal exam la..
just a penilaian for u to another level..
don so stress up liao
sleep well eat well..
must hav enough energy to study..
don stay too late to study ho..( u should knw who u are, continue our deal pa)
study smart......
good luck...^^

Regret

regreted
for being so brave last time
everything changed
to differe situation
i don knw wat happen
is tt so hard to love a person
is it so hard to find a person who love u
wat i can do
wat should i do
i really don knw
very luan now
mayb is time for me to tink
wat should i do next
can the time turn back to tt day
i just wish tt i din say out anything
would it be better
for being so brave
but get hurt at last
is it worth
is it possible to forget it
i don tink so
is dy engrave in the heart
how to rub it off
din even get a chance to try
is it so hard to get it
mayb is all my tinking
too yi xiang qin yuan
useless i

Heart

Is it finding a true love is so hard..
Is it so hard to get touch a person who u love her..
Is it so hard to win a person and love her with watever u can??
Y there are so many obtascles... tt i had meet..
A feeling tt never had b4 tis goin to be 17 years i had been live for..
A power tt never felt b4..
A power tt pushing me to fight for it..
Do i regret for being so brave again?? frankly.. sometime i felt so..
Everything felt like change from b4 and now.. Don knw how to explain.. just changed...
Am i really such failure tt cant giv security for others.
I had found wat i wan.. wat i wish to.
when i wake up everyday and saw the pic of urs in my phone from ur message..
chat anything and everything for the whole day so my life will be more meaningful.not dull...
share happiness, sadness, stress, enjoyment.. everything and anything..
protect her..
care her..
dote her..
love her..
when she sad.. help her to cheer up.. when she happy.. happy together with her..
when she nid help.. the first one to stand to help her..
listen to her encouragement, advices..
be her guardian angel all the way..
just wan her be the most happy person in the world..
...
i finally felt wat someone said..
when u saw he person who u love stress up or so moody..
me myself will always affected.. by the way hep her destress...
sometime felt so useless cause cant even help her..
wat i can do is giving moral support..
But does tis enough??
acc her while she study..
let her scold while she angry..
joke with her to be more happy..
other from tis, i don knw wat i tis useless guy can do...
everythong and anything i will try in order to let her hav a happier life.
..
mayb when u meet someone tt u really love..
tt person had really gone into urs deepest heart ...
is exactly who am i now..
had dy become part of my life.. even treat as my own life..
cant imagine tt tis life gone away..
just wish i can grab it and keep it forever...
her smile, her laugh, her staring eyes, her talking style, her craziness, her unsual style are in my mind always..
every morning when wake up.. the first thing came into my mind is all those..
the only things tt let me have tt energy to go on with my life..
acc me pass all those tough life, meaningless life.
with ur existance, my life become colourful and meaningful..
...
my heart is so easy being occupied...
but when is really occupied with her, did not even move a little..
although sometime felt like giving up..
but i knw is worth to wait whoever i love, i wish to spend my life with her..
the harder to get now.. will be more cherish later..
i hav never felt tt type of being love de feel..
really envy some people they hav it..
but loving a person is also a happiness.
sometime work, when saw those people who buying couple ring, couple necklace..
i ask myself.. when only i can buy tt..
today.. i saw a scene.. my tear is really going to drop little..
i saw a customer buying couple ring for his gf and help her wear on...
the gal look so embarass but her smile.. really let me felt hapiness on her.
don knw why suddenly so kan tong shen cu..
is it so hard to find a person who i love her, she love me..
i tink i found..
but.. haiz
mayb there wil be a miracle one day,,
mayb now i am just useless and cant giv happiness to her..
mayb she cant feel the security from me..
but.. isn't it should be a chance..
the chance for me to protect her..
other than my family, the person i wish to protect is ....
hope i can get the chance..
i will cherish anything tt given by tt chance..
let me prove tt is possible everything from me..
let me hav tt chance to go on with life together wit u...
i will wait for tt miracle..
ashite imasu
tis are all from my deepest heart^^

tis is my first post tt wrote for u..

mayb some may tink tt i am like playboy or wat.

but frankly.. ur existance dy told me tt is lucky with the rejectment few month ago..

i really wish u can acc me for my life..

no matter how, i will wait and touch u..

hope to get ur ans soon also..^^

ashite imasu

Tiring

Today, wed liao.. few more days start skul liao whey.. sian..
Work.. ok ok lo.. as usual.. tired... 2moro thurs liao.. shuang, tt bitch comin back... and my bro comin work together with me.. haha.. shuang.. stupid kakak not there.. so can... Can have a show 2moro.. no matter how, i will confront with her also... suck..
Just now, went to watch G FORCE.. very funny movie lo..... SOmemore, cs laugh damn funny sia.,.. so cute lo... finally knw wat is a priceless laugh...
Damn cute the movie..
Quite happy today but with sad too.. don wish to say, just can say i super hate people put aeroplane... no forgiven for tis...
Bro ah bro, don so moody for tt liao.. i knw sure will.. but don tink too much la.. is urs sure is urs de... when there is a will, there is a way.. i tink my idiom correct rite, sori, i am ei de..Nothin i can help, just moral support for u.. gambateh.. and my ear always there for u, is just see u wiling to share or not.. jia you oooo.........
gAMBATEH everyone.. skul day starting soon.. prepare for it pa

I tink i must change my temper recently

CHANGE

CHANGE

CHANGE

CHANGE

CHANGE

from hot to cold

Tiredness will lead to.....

CRAZINESS
haha.. don knw why.. start working..very easily to moody de lo.... sian.....
Yesterday early in the morning, i receive a message from my sis..... u punya adikkan, lele no manner. jgn ingat dia baik dengan u blh basar kepala. kita sama tempat kerja jgn macam ni la..keluar rehat main main keluar je.tdk cakap.. k.juita tdk ada mcm ni.
Fuck her man...... First time got such people say me no manner le.. Even supervisor din say me b4 like tt.somemore i comfirm i got tell people i go rehat de lo... f her...suck.. she tink she who... i start work she still don knw at where..now wan act pro.. somemore the stupidest thing is , she working downstair.. not upstair but come complaint me... really first time people say me no manner man... suck... wan to act so pro.. well... since she say me no manner... ok.. thursday she will be back.. i will show her how no manner i will be.. i will help her to wash her mouth with the detergent... i dy tink how to do her.. i comfirm will do it... tis is the first time i will ever do tt thing.. suck....... say me no manner, say me bodoh... she tink who she are... even boss also never talk to me like tt....wait and see la.. i tink i will be very kuo ying and all people will happy me doin tt to her......
-------------------------------------
b4 tis, i tinking for goin back work after holiday... but now, i wont tink for tt liao.. Nowadays, they working is playing sing ji de.. all so cunning man...... seem like wan chase all chinese out... new staff they wont go do them...... haiz.. i only work for tt three days she come find me mafan liao.. cannot stand to play sing ji with them la.. don wan everyday fighting fighting only lo...
So, i wont be back liao..haha... countdown...5 more days.... and one more day can f... her...
---------------------------------------
tis week din even go out enjoy.. wed wan go watch movie after work.. but some ...... put aeroplane... s...... nvm.. i watch alone.. but quite sian lo.. stupid la..

Tiredness

Hohoho....
My working life is back..... suffering life
MAyb too long din work dy.... 9 months...... haha.....
Damn tired lo... really cant stand for too long.....
so lucky tt i work upstair.. tt mean i can makan ular.. keep sitting and pressing my phone.. haha.....but although i makan ular.. but my sales is always keep going on the top man......
tis two day...... i sold 1000++ man......... is damn lot for my shop dy lo......haha....not i too geng.. i just geng and those malay is stupid and babi,...
tis time work really different lo...... don knw why got a stupid idiot bastard malay supervisor keep zhen dui me...... although she work downstair.. but..haiz.. today only i knew...... damn suck lo her...... don wan say la... just very stupid ....
somemore now there got some people tt tink they are super geng...
but act they not.. just like to show.... say people snatch their sales..... sohai.. u got pen si then fight back la... working is see who more cunning de ma..... u haven meet me and my friend only lo... if not... u cry i tell u.. i so damn wish can hav a fight lo...... come la.. i wan fight with u... see u still wan so zi yi wei shi...
Anyway.. tis two day quite boring.. no people to chat... nvm./. 2moro got people to chat liao..shuang......
now salary package not like last time lo.. now very little liao..sian.,,, but my target is save 300 la.. hope can get target..... quite enjoy working la although is so damn tired but at least better than study lo....... hehe......
jia you pa........^^

FInally Finally Finally

Finally whey....
FInally finish trial..
Finally holiday liao....
First...... I wan to scold those stupid 马来pig..
Suck la whey.. Stupid ppd.. Stupid malay.. Sakai....f them lo..
Because of their stupid hari raya... we hav to start holiday earlier..
Bcoz of those stupid malay we hav to do our acc paper earlier..
Bcoz of those stupid sucker malay i die for acc paper..
Bcoz of those _ucker malay, the most confidence sub for me had became a disappointment for myself..
Today acc paper... HAiz....
dying..
Actually today praba giving us extra class and will be goin to do a special hard question..
And tt similar question had came out today in our paper.. And coz me lose 16 marks... 16 marks man.... Haiz....
Still got 8 marks to lose in order not to lose my a1... but is it impossible only tt 8 marks for another mistake in paper one and two......... I not genius.. sure more than 8 marks...
My a1 fly away liao......... Tis is the only sub tt can giv me confidence to do.. haizzzz....
hopeless...
All bcoz of stupid c---- sucker -ucker sakai sohai malay pig..........
Curse them tis time de hari raya is a bad raya.......i don wish to be so bad but is force to be...
20 hours b4 exam only we knew tt we having our paper earlier.... Isn't it so stupid.....
Really no mood at all lo.. My confidence had gone........
watever la....... sian dy la.. cant change also..... let down praba liao.... haizzzzz.........hopeless.. failure man......
————————————————————————————————
Math paper-96.. the highest...........
holiday start..
start working 2moro...
finger bursting...
sleepy like shit
moodless at all
room damn messy
tis trial = inside the coffin
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz
STUPIDＭＡＬＡＹPIG... SUCK

Late post

Post late... should be saturday nite de..
haha... went out for the whole day on sat.. with will, grace, skl, cs, yl, yeo, jw....
morning went skul..b4 leave home.. my mum... waaaaa.. u so early out till nite ah... geng ho...
diam diam go out lo.. haha... went red box... picture is below.. haha...
then nite we went to watch final destination...
Is really a stupid movie with stupid ending..... Not nice at all... but also not tt bad la.. Act quite disgusting but very fake tooo.... But i tan xiao de... scare...haha..
then went back from cs go to find cs.. haha..not find city square.. is ching sheng....
YONG CHUN.. too bad din saw he show.. but saw it b4 on video.....
Then went back lo.. tired and sleepy day man..
But reach home liao not sleepy liao lo....
sleep around 2...
Sunday.... nothin to do.. din study at all.... watch my drama.. finish one more drama liao...
watch while doin my big project...not a good result.. only finish 100 plus but finger dy pain like hell... today also do.. cant do liao.. blue black man.... still got 2900++ to go.. gambateh... i really don knw can tahan till when.. but i will..jia you.....
Today.. finally can relax whey.... Phy and chemi paper 3.. finish liao.. chemi still ok..
But phy... haiz... plan experiment... i knw i do wrong but i continue with it.. don care liao.. just do.. 10 marks only.. haha...
Waaseh.. Moral.. I am the highest in skul again..84..haha.. really lo.. people who no moral will get high marks always..haha...
Came back and do nothin... watch tv the whole day.. 2moro and 2moro and 2moro no exam.. shuang... but haiz.. still nid to go skul.. for praba cls... haiz... three days b4 rehat... after tt also don knw can go where..sian lo.. sure will spend money de... stay at home nicer...wont spend..haiz...anyway.. at least i no nid revise myself for acc... Comfirm a1.have to a1...must a1..no choice..haha..jia you everyone.. the last paper for me..then holiday.. then start working ...
For $$ sake.. i hav to work hard...
Jia you pa..

3 buddies
2 sisters

one ah gua

half ah gua..cause bro is ah gua

kena rape by King of Dragon

Nice pose

so cute nia - peace

finally open the mouth for the first song..

nice match

is it so nice to kiss

touch sia in the dream of the song liao

why so sian ah...

歌王 & 未来歌喉
perfect match

歌王

仨瓜

no image liao la, our future singer

indeed a 仨瓜 lo

Finally Finally

Finally second week finish...
The feel of relaxment come out...
Don knw how to say... everytime i say no stress... act is just yen shi my stressful face lo..
Mayb really too tired dy la..
Today really no mood at all to do anything... Tired till moodless...
Really felt sian for life le...haizzzz..
Paper...
Monday- moral.. haha.. quite ok... i get 84.. A1..the first A1..
Tuesday- chemi... ok ok lo.. don knw how also
Wednesday- math... i regret do something for tis... haiz... But comfirm A1..
Thursday- Add math... ok ok also la.. I tink can A2 pa...
Friday- Physic.. i hate tis most man... I really din study any for tis.. not even a stuff of my paper or book.... But i really want to thanks my tuition teacher....Jimmy's Law..haha..Super duper thankful to he... Yesterday.. he gave us tuition from 5.30 to 10 man.. Actually to 8.30.. but we ask he to extend.. so good.. I told he.. i depend on u liao.. wat i learn today is the only i can use for the test... haha... thanks god also ..tt paper not really tt hard.. somemore.. mostly he teached me got come out.. but i regret to do something again tt make me lose 7 marks.. Nvm.. is my retribution...
Sej- 54....haiz haiz haiz... sian.. super sian... The highest 61... don knw why all so low.. Nvm..don care...
That all for the paper...
Next mon is phy and chemi paper 3.... don knw how to die also.. haha.. not going to read anything also.. jia you pa..
tuesday wed tues no paper... but our lovely cute praba ask us back to extra cls on tues and wed for the whole day man.... Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
I can sleep at home but now cant liao....... Anyway.. is good also.. at least i no need to study acc at home.... Love u so much , praba.....
Countdown for holiday , 5 days more...
2moro goin out with will, skl, yl, gracey.. cs and jw also and don kne who somemore la..
Sing and movie.. haha.. finally our future singer missy graceyyy come.. CAn go out liao..
Hope we enjoy together... But forgiv me if i look sian sian.... Really very tired till no mood at all.. Actually don feel to go out also.. somemore movie at night.... haizzzzz...
nvm la.... i steady also... hahaa....
5 days din update i tink... i din open my comp tis week till now... so pro lo.. i cant believe also..
Just now went to buy wat i wan buy and for someone liao.. Started to do liao.. 3128.. gambateh pa.... do till my hand cramp lo...anyway.. i will finish it also...haha....
Sometime i really don knw i wanted to do tt or not...somemore today heard someone said something.. touch at a moment is useless...don knw la.. just follow my heart pa..
haha.. i not wanted to show off or wat.. Just wan to share my talent.. haha
sometime i really proud of myself.. indeed... frankly, i really dn study for my trial...really..
i don knw why also.. everytime i saw the q's.. ans will fly out in my brain... and i can score well for the exam..... First place... in cls.. i dy took damn lot time... happy.. not really also.. like no big deal liao.. but some feel to win people is still there... but just cant get myself to study more.. i believe if i can be more hardworking, i sure can score much much much better..... haiz.. can someone teach me how.... i just tinking wan to win peole.. but din study.. but lastly i won he... he also so clever... and tis really make me tink no nid study also can ma... how.. thanks god giv my a good brain... but does it good... it lead to my laziness tt i really hate it.. But i cant change it.... Spm, i indeed wont be like tis but wont be tt hardworking also... haizzzzzzz....
Jia you pa everyone... have a nice weekend.... enjoy....

Finally

haha... the first week finish finally..
Well..
BM- haha.. actually quite easy and i quite confidence.. Not A1 la.. Mayb also got A2 pa...
BI- paper 1... I did the question parties.. At first i don really understand wat the meaning.. Is the party party.. or the parti like UMNO all tt... But i wrote party party... I felt so scare tt run away from title lo.. But after comfirm with teacher, lucky ma.. Hope can get good result la... A2 is a sure... haha.. too confidence.. later disappoint more... hehe.. hope wont pa...
Today... SEJ- hollyshit.. my goodness... damn hard lo... Frankly... around 5 objective q's and 1 paper 2 q's i can comfirm is correct... Other all tembak and cincai write de le... haiz.. Siong tuo ji sao lo... Haha...Wont gagal i tink...
Well.. tis is the first week.. Still got two week to go...
I made it man... tis time i din rely on tips and i din cheat at all... I promise myself not too.. Although i receive from friend the tips.. I just read through.. Din care bout it at all... haha.. congratz to myself.. but i tink i will use tips on chemi and phy.. See first.. haha...
Sun is anugerah for the pb de.. haha.. got money again.. Shuang... hope will be more... I goin to take damn lots pic tt day lo... with my..... u knw who de la..
Today after skul.. don feel goin home.. go cs with friends.. watch movie.. Actually wan watch final destination de... but too bad.. i too cute.. doesnt look like 18.. she don let me buy... haiz... then watch imagine that... Tis wan actually tt time say with will wan watch together... And 00 gou... haiz.. i still haven buy the disc...i poor de... will support private de... unlike someone... so rich..
haha.. back to title.. IMAGINE THAT.. not really tt nice lo... Some part super duper boring lo... Some very funny la.. I laugh till damn loud lo.. And i cant imagine some gal laugh like tt.. Behind me de also lo.. i mean tt gal la.. haha... The story is also quite touching la.. Can learn something..
We must not rely on something tt people think is impossible or just fake to success in our life..
We must also cherish kinship... Do not bcoz of something then hu lie our children or family..
But quite disappoint bcoz i thought is super funny tt type.. Too bad... ANyway... is ok to watch la.. Lucky they din scold me coz is me introduce de..hehe
Tt all... 2moro nid to study for chemi liao.. Sian... haizzzz...
Jia you everyone^^