I am so damn confuse

Haiz... So fast after few months i will be step out to outside world.....
Mayb i tink tis q's is still early coz trial haven pass then tink of tis..
But i don tink is early la.. I don wan be a directionless person after my spm...
Many of my frenz even my teacher pn johty were directionless person after their spm..
I don wan be like tt.. But now i am confuse of where to study and wat course i goin to take...
B4 tis i fan of lcci or business admin.. Then i make decision to take business admin.. But now another choice in my mind.. Hotel management...
My frenz told me tt business admin actually not tt good.. Very very sing ku also... I really don knw how liao.. B4 B4 tis i was tinking of hotel management also.. Arhhhhhhhhh....
Which wan should i take.. My interest comfirm is in tis few sector..
Hotel management sure will be easier..But business admin de fa zhan kong jian sure will be much much wider...
How how how ah....
Another problem is should i half study half work...
Actually i planning to take business admin last time.. And after spm find a job in an oversea bank and work in management part... And study... CAuse i don wan to waste my time.. I wan cert and working experience at the same time.. If not i will waste 4 years.. But definitely will be very very sing ku.. I scare i cant manage.. My frenz told me better don cause later u will choose to giv up one for it.. Either study or work... I also tink of work for a year then only study.. But i scare i wont tink to study after work... How la... fan le.. Must tink.. Cant don tink first... Is important whey.. I don really care my spm also...
Bm...sure can credit.. work hard a little more sure got A..
Bi... work hard A1 is comfirm.. haha..
Moral, Math.. A1 comfirm
Acc..no matter wat must A1 also...
Add math... At least A2
Sej.. don really care..credit is enough..
Phy, chemi.. I don giv a damn on tt... Not important for my future...Only a waste... But at least can credit i tink...
So.. i not really care bout spm now.. but i will do my best.. But after tt le.. How...
Haizzzzzzz.... Confuse le... FAn lo.. Who can giv me opinion....