Ying Long, sorry

I knw i everytime say sorry to u.. I knw only sorry cant do anything.. But other than tt, i really don knw wat i can say..Sorry..AND
I really don knw tt u facing such big problem now.. U din tell me before.. I thought tt ur parents only simply scold.. I really don knw tt they scold seriously..
If u tell me, i sure will ti liang ur condition de ma..
I really knw the heart u put in pb.. But i don knw tt ur bad mood and temper is cause by ur parents cause u come pb.. I really don knw..
Really not i wan to compare u with others, cause i don knw ur condition ma.. I knw i am wrong to always tink tt other can but u cant.. I knw my parents not same as urs.. Mayb sometime i really cant ti liang la.. Sorry for tt.. If u told me ur situation i wont still like tt ma...
I knw i always too guai lan or bad.. But i really din mean to hurt u...I knw u dy cant tolerate or cant stand me only tell out everything.. But seriously, u don need to keep it in heart.. Tell me wat u bu shuang always ma.. Then i can change..I wont mind wat u tell.. How bad or wat i wont mind.. At least u tell out and let me knw so i can change...U now just suddenly tell out everything like hundred and thousand arrow shoot to my heart u knw.. But i knw i wrong more.. Sorry...
Even wat i wrong, wat u bu shuang, wat good, wat bad, wat u don like, wat u happy, wat u sad, wat u stress can tell me ma.. My ear is always open specially for u u knw...
Yesterday, i knw tt u rush for time, but i really don knw u will kena scold so badly...And i knw tt we were wrong cause the time.. But we really bu siang de.. But u din tell me u kena scold so badly.. i ask u. u just say ya.. I thought tt just normal scolding ma..
The dec de trip.. Not tt i don knw.. I thought mayb u got chances can go.. Then i only keep ask u.. Somemore is becoz i really wish tt u can go.. really really wish.. But u really cant go, i cant do anything also.. I also knw my mouth like ji po.. but i really wish u can go ma.. But i knw i very fan.. Sorry for tt.. I wont ask anymore..
I not jian yin de ping.. If u told me everything, i sure will change..
I really don knw wat i can say liao..
Sorry for being so guai lan.
Sorry for being so not ti liang u..
Sorry for din ask u more bout ur situation.
Sorry for comparing u with others.
Sorry for hurt u.
Sorry for being so pa tao.
Sorry for cause u kena scold.
Sorry for cause u face those problem.
Sorry for don knw ur situation then say u.
Sorry for don knw u sacrifice so much for pb and still say u.
Sorry for being so irresponsible brother.
Sorry for being so fan to u.
Sorry for being so not understanding.
Sorry for everything and anything tt i did wrong or hurt u..
U knw, i told u b4. ur stand is so important for me.. But u din tell me wat i wrong or make u very bu shuang.. When u always tell tt if cant understand then better suan liao for tis friendship.. The feeling is so nan sou u knw.. I really very zhong shi every relation around me with true heart...Especially u and me..U knw tt also.. I so damn zhong shi our relation.. Since small i wish to hav a bro .. Now lastly i hav.. I will dote no matter how.. Is more than i dote my own sister.. Everytime, watever thing or wat i will tink of u first... Even though everytime i so guai lan say something, but i really don wish to say.. TT all not from my heart.. I only realise i am wrong when u cant stand.. Tt always is my character.. Being my bro, i thought tt u will be more understand me....I knw sometime i am like pretend tt i very understand u, but sometime i really knw.. i not acting..
I really knw i wrong tis time.. Hope u can forgiv me.. I cant ask for more, just tt u can forgiv me.. I promise i wont again... I also knw i say tis many time liao.. But pls..next time pls tell me wat u bu shuang okay.. Don keep it.. I wont mind watever u say.. I will change.. Even tt u say me liao mayb i will say back.. But i will change slowly... I also hope myself can be a better person.. Can care more bout u.. Pls don say tt again.. Is really hurt u knw..
Anyway.. SORRY fopr everthing tt i make u bu shuang...
Sorry...............