My end point

HAiz.. Hopeless.
I totally moodless when the prize givin. I know i will lose to pb and mayb wont get any prize.
Ya, is true.. No prize. But I lose to my own ahli.
I lose 7 marks to them.
I really cant imagine lo. i Got tink b4 mayb i lose to them.. But .... Haiz
We use the most money, we use the nicest hiasan(the boat), i put tt much effort, even my slp time, tink, train.. Haizz. But i never tink bout the taste, i just tink bout the hiasan..
Hate myself..
Our marks altogether only lose tebrau 5 marks le. 5 marks le. If i din get tt low marks, sure the 180 is us.
My fault.. Thought very geng but is the most lan.
Do tis, tis bad, do tt, tt bad.. Kawad also... Haiz.
I really such a failure. Never ever can good in somethin.. Tis fail tt fail. Nevr success in Anythin and everything..
Sorry.. Sorry.. Haizzz
Just now go big eat... Eat sate, hao jian, wonton mee and durian... Damn super full. I wan to ganti all my lose tis holidays... AAAAAAAAAAA...
My pb road end with tis result. Haizzzz...
SORRY...