MY ROAD IN BSMM

Join siNce form 1.Primary school also. Form 1.Go one time only.
Until a 2006,start to pia.
From a fat fat guy to now. Still fat but thinner than last time.
First competition sukan. Wow take the papan.Walk wrong way. LOSE.
Demo team..do wrong also. so dai sai.
Second com-campfire.Train for damn long. Gain victory but too bad the zhong kuan jun run from us. Actually 95% got that dy, but some stupid thing do wrong.
Haiz.
Third com- karnival sukan. victory again. But we really deserve it. We train for very long. Suffering also.
Very lucky that form 5 no one can be use. We become ajkt. Quarter master.But i think we were still junior. Kuan tao not so good lo. is bad. But why other can we cant. Haiz. This question i always ask. Why they can but we...
All competition in 2008 suck. All lose.
Although sukan get first but still is a nothing. Campfire totally LOSE. Haiz. Even that we get the two champion but to me not pb who get that.
NGO lose.Karnival lose. TOO OVERCONFIDENCE.
I really don know why. We know that we are too overconfident but still we did not change.Haiz.
Anywhere this year got litte change pa. But still not enough lo. No choice also. Sukan lose liao. Don know wad will be next..
Is it our competitiion on 18.04.09??????
Hope no. Please no. Beg no.
3 Years in pb. I really happy to be in pb.
Say frankly, scout is better than us don know how many times but if i am given a chance to chose again, i will still choose pb. Don know why.
I really thank god, in pb not consider that i learn a lot.
But i really happy can meetso many friends.
I don know wat will be if last time i din join pb or i join others.
WL, YL, FY, JC, CS, HL, JS, JW, YS and many many more. I really think that i am fortunate to know them. Especially i got a zi ji and brother.
I think this is enough for me.
Nothing to demand some more. So damn nice memory.
Now at least i got that litttle kuasa in pb.
Maybe some will think i kuai lan. Maybe also. But actually i don wan that. You all will understand when u all become like us.
But please forgive me.
Last few week, Hamtaro say me" u really the most patience between us".
Then i tell he, if u argueing for something but u always win, u also will be patience like me.
*maybe this thing u not understand,but i think u(is u liao,zi ji) will understand wat i say. This thing too complicated,don know how to say also.
'Is that worth to scarifice for pb','Cant i still can stand all those problem in pb','Am i going to give up','What will i gain for so pia'.
This few question are always in my mind. Sometime really cant find the ans but sometime the ans is in my mind.But suddenly the ans will disappear.
BUt now all ans come out dy. Is worth to scarifice for the memory. I still can stand all those prob bcoz i already use to it. I not going to give up bcoz of seven of them.
WAT WILL I GAIN? I think i dy gain lot and lot. Memory, friends, experience and lot and lot. Cant demand for more liao. Is more than enough.
Happy, sad, participate together, training, play, joking, laughing, sweating.
Is a memory. Is also fate.
After few more days, i must put down all this. Memory in pb also going to stop there.
Hope in this few days, there are more memoryful things happen.
Hope all thing go smoothly. Fight for more victory.
FIGHT AND SUFFER FOR EXCELLENCE & VICTORY & MEMORY