Saturday, March 28, 2009

At long last

Finally. Finally. Wad a finally!!!
Finally i can rest, sit down and open my com to write this post.
Tis six days including this morning, are really obsolutely tiring days for me.
With all the problems in pb, study and tuition. All is stress for me.

MON- no big thing happen. Tuition for 3 hours after school.
TUES- 3 suck problems. Really headache to beg people. Tuition also for three hours.
WED- Lucky 3 prob yesterday solve. But i end up with sick. Now only i know flu and cough come together are so sing ku. Tuition also at 8.30.
THURS-Praba extra class.Until 2.40.Reach home 3 plus. After eat, go tuition at 4 until 6. Continue another tuition at 7. Back home 9.
FRI- Pb competition taklimat. Not so success. But ans their question until crazy.
TODAY- Meeting. Until now only i can rest.
HAIZ!! All those things. I am really really tired. I really don know how long i can stand for it if i continue with all this things.
Maybe a person who is tired will think more. GIVE UP. This words came out in my mind. I don know why. My mind tell me giv up. My heart tell NO. HOW? Teach me how, please?
I know if i try to pass this year with not giving up, i will get a good experience, but if i giv up, i will be declared one word. IRRESPONSIBLE. I don wan like two of them. HOW?

This words giv up, is really hard to appear in my mind. I put such much effort can be say 1/3 of my time in it. PB am i really wan to giv up u?
Maybe now i really need somebody that can console me, help me, encourage me to tink it out.
but WHO CAN HELP ME???

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